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Thursday, September 21st, 2006
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-'alone' is a feeling that never dies.
-perfect doesn't exist.
-when they care, you don't.
-when you care, they don't.
-happiness is a figment of imagination.
-emptiness over-rules.
-bad things happen to good people.
-Bacardi loves Amy B.
-well, it helps her self-destruct...
-you can get lost in nothing, nothing more than a song.
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Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
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| Time: | 2:39 am. |
| Mood: |  melancholy. | | Music: | Rascal Flatts - Stand. |
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welcome to breaktown.
i've kind of hit an internal fork in the road where... i'm not exactly stuck between a rock and a hard place and in all forms of reality, nothing terrible is going on in my life... but i've noticed that no matter what happens, if it's something less than happy and good, i feel that there is something very large missing in my life.
i'm not depressed, by any means. i'm very far from it actually. my life is good. but something isn't in it. i just tend to feel this hollow void where no amount of conversation or crying to my friends can fill.
who knows what it is... maybe i'll find that something tomorrow. maybe it's love. maybe it's God. maybe it's job. or location. who knows??
i'm not trying to get deep and emotional, or even woe is me, i'm just being truthful.
something's gotta give.
cause when push comes to shove
you taste what you're made of
you might bend til you break
cause it's all you can take
on your knees, you look up
decide you've had enough
you get mad, you get strong
wipe your hands, shake it off
then you stand.
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Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
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'cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
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| Time: | 1:25 pm. |
| Mood: |  peaceful. | | Music: | Keane - Bedshaped. |
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gah!
Today ends my nineteen day Max & Erma's binge! And i refuse to even drive past that building today. lol
I plan on eating good food, drinking good alcohol, and wasting the day away.
:D
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i mean, fuck.
why am i such a basket case?
*shrug*
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